Sunday, December 4, 2022

A selfish being

Loneliness sound scary but once you befriended it, its existence become a comfort.No matter how many friends you have, no matter how warm you family is, no matter how attentive your lover might be, at the end of the day it’s all come back to you. One day you’ll wake up to find the crowded surroundings and the chattering of people faded in the background.All that’s left is the feeling of lonelier than ever. You...

Wednesday, May 4, 2022

Blink and it's gone

As the collective leave isn’t a thing at my office, my Ied’s holidays this year only last from Saturday to Tuesday. Unlike the previous years when I usually spend it by exploring the quiet Jakarta with friends, this year I spent it with my family and got as much sleep as I want. But four days went by so fast and I have to get back to work in a few hours. I’m already dreading it because my day-offs felt too...

Thursday, March 10, 2022

Begin again

As previously said, I want to find a new job so I resigned on 18 February. The resignation process wasn’t exactly easy. But since I was determined to leave and part ways with my previous company for good, I just endured all the tasks given and the bothersome handover with literally 3 people until my last day. Interestingly enough, the universe worked in such an interesting way. I received an offer just...

Sunday, January 16, 2022

9 to 17

Do you ever feel like you don’t want to believe—that you can’t believe?That you’re afraid to believe.Because to believe is to allow yourself to be vulnerable, to be hurt, to be brokenhearted, and to be betrayed. Despite the possibility that what awaits from your trust might be happiness, nevertheless, you’re still afraid.The expectation of said happiness is exactly what makes you tremble. Like what if it’s...
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