I think my life is currently at its peak. My life has never been better than this. It’s been a while since I don’t have to worry about various adulting matters and enjoy the moments I spend simply being me. A life where even tho I’m working a mundane job, I will work without that much stress that I will carry out later even after clocking off. A life where I could afford to be generous to myself and...

Today, I’m officially hit the 30. A few years ago, I was dreading the fact that I soon would turn into a full-fledged actual adult. What have I done with my life? Other than my corporate life, I have nothing else. Even though I make my own money, I couldn’t enjoy them. Whenever I have spare money in the bank account, things come up and I would receive more and more bills to pay. Love life? Don’t ask me. I...

Hello, it’s been a while.This post will be a short update and a reflection on the last two years.As I previously mentioned, I have a new job and will complete my second year of working here this month. Unfortunately (or maybe fortunately), there will be no third year because I resigned and will start a new job in two weeks.I didn’t have any desire to write in any form. Either creative work or just personal...

Loneliness sound scary but once you befriended it, its existence become a comfort.No matter how many friends you have, no matter how warm you family is, no matter how attentive your lover might be, at the end of the day it’s all come back to you. One day you’ll wake up to find the crowded surroundings and the chattering of people faded in the background.All that’s left is the feeling of lonelier than ever. You...

As the collective leave isn’t a thing at my office, my Ied’s holidays this year only last from Saturday to Tuesday. Unlike the previous years when I usually spend it by exploring the quiet Jakarta with friends, this year I spent it with my family and got as much sleep as I want. But four days went by so fast and I have to get back to work in a few hours. I’m already dreading it because my day-offs felt too...